Letters to No One In Particular

koriraee:

i just wanted to thank whatever/whoever it was that kept me from relapsing today/tonight. it’s the scariest feeling i think i’ll ever encounter. and i really, really hope i never have to feel that way again. and even though i do sometimes, something stops me. and whatever it is, i owe it my life, truly. i have some idea of what it is, but since i can’t be sure, i won’t say. all i know is that it saved my life, and still continues to do so.

aceofcups:

I’m sitting staring at The Narrative’s Facebook page and refreshing all the time and talking to EVERYONE that’s online on FB chat asking them to join

please go do it guys. It’ll just take a second and it’ll mean everything to me <3

just ‘become a fan’ and type out ‘Nick Vallina sent me’. That’s all you need to say, and you’ll become one of my new favorite people <3

“Hey rachel :) thanks for helping nick out and adding my band. i’m so happy you took a listen and liked the music! please listen whenever you can :) we’ve got all our songs up on our facebook page and also on myspace: here are the links:

www.facebook.com/thenarrativemusic
www.myspace.com/thenarrative

also, if you know anyone that might enjoy our sound, please tell them about us. it’s tough to reach new people as an unsigned band, and nothing goes further than a recommendation from a friend in my book.

anyways, hope you’ll accept this request :)

xo
suzie
the narrative”

AWH YAY! I FEEL REALLY SPECIAL!

I’m a smiler.
It’s true, I smile a lot.
And people always mention it to me.
“You’ve always got a smile on your face.”
It’s because I know smiles make other people smile too.

I’m a dreamer.
Great stories play out in my head.
And people always say,
“My, you have an active imagination.”
It’s because I need to escape to some place when I’m lonely.

I’m a hugger.
It’s my favorite kind of greeting.
And people always compliment me,
“You really give the best hugs.”
It’s because I know sometimes you just need one.

I’m a writer.
My words are my greatest strength.
And people always inquire,
“Why can’t you just say what’s on your mind?”
It’s because I get flustered and can’t remember what I need to say.

I’m a thinker.
I think myself sick.
And people always ask me about it,
“What are you always thinking of?”
I don’t tell them because I don’t want to be a burden.

I’m a lover.
I give my heart away quickly.
And people never seem to accept it.
“I don’t know what you see in me.”
I see everything wonderful about you..that you refuse to see in yourself.

I’m a faker.
I will never let you see the real me.
And people don’t seem to mind my facade,
“I’m happy that I know you.”
But you don’t know me, you really don’t at all.

aceofcups:

rachelxreverie:

aceofcups:

Rachel was the first to become a fan of The Narrative for me!

Thanks so much honey! xoxoxooxox

Anything for you love, I hope you win! I could make Mitch Stragona a fan too? but I feel like that’s cheating.

haha that’s definitely cheating. I just wanna win so I get the video message and the autographed picture..I have all of the other things xP

You can haz one of the autographed EPs if you want it :D

aceofcups:

Rachel was the first to become a fan of The Narrative for me!

Thanks so much honey! xoxoxooxox

I’m going to the lake this weekend, gonna stay till sometime next week and then I’m sposed to FINALLY go to Seattle to see that school! It’s a miracle my mother is even letting me go alone, but my uncle is gonna meet me and I’m only staying for like two days. I think I’m gonna fall in love with this college and that’s gonna suck cuz my mother is a bitch and won’t unclasp her sharp little jesus claws from around my neck. It’s like she wants me to stay here forever like her and I REFUSE. This island is too small, I need a city, I need someplace where I can be part of something, you know? I guess not everyone understands that though. It’s just like a dear friend told me, he said I give so much away and never really ask for anything in return, I need to do something for myself. I’m not trying to be selfish, but..if I stay here I won’t last long, and I know people are mad at me for wanting to leave so badly, but it’s not like I won’t miss my friends, it’ll hurt like crazy to leave everyone, to be somewhere where I’ll never see a familiar face…but I need to do it. Otherwise I’ll end up like my effin’ brother, and then like my lazy mother. And I don’t want that..and I don’t think any of my friends would want that either. But maybe..I’ll hate the school? And then I’ll just have to stay here, do my bartending, (I MIGHT HAVE A JOB LINED UP WITH MY DAD’S FRIEND!) move out and get an apartment with rad people, which isn’t so bad. Hell, as long as I’m not stuck in this house.

Anyway. I’m pumped for camp. Can’t wait to GET OFF OF THIS ROCK! Maria is coming with me? YAY! how effin’ awesome is that? We’re gonna be on a boat! and go kayaking, tubing, hiking, to the beach, & on other various adventures!..maybe even to ghost town. I’m SO EXCITED, I love that girl.

So. I will be home like.. Wednesday of next week. I’m totally throwing a party at my house cuz no one will be home cept me! and danny? but he’ll be going to Noah’s house or something. :] so keep wednesday night free lovers! ♥

aceofcups:

a powers surge killed Derek last night while he was charging (my phone, yo)

…/sigh

verizon customer service people at the verizon store are no help

they charged me for a new phone…when my upgrade is in like two months..

anyway…text me with your full name so I can fill Macha-The Temptress’ contact list (new phone’s name > old phone’s name)

Go to my old school at night, lay on a blanket in the middle of the football field, and look at the stars, I’d like it even better if my friends were all there with me. :] I know it’s sort of cliché..but let’s do that..please? just once before the summer ends.

The scene in Hook where Tinkerbell wishes herself big and kisses Peter always breaks my heart.

She’s finally human size, she’s beautiful, and she admits she’s always loved Peter. She kisses him. He asks for “More” but then when she tries to kiss him again he says “Mora, I love Mora.” Which is his wife’s name. Then he remembers who he is, and how he has to save his children. Tink replies, “If you save them, you’ll leave Neverland and never come back..” He’s got this lost expression, and Tink just looks at him, smiles and calls him a “silly ass” then tells him to go save them, she even pushes him and watches him fly away. It breaks my heart every time I watch it.

It’s like..damn, you can still get your greatest wish, the one you make so you can end up with the one you love, and they still might not love you in return. :( hopeless.

Tinkerbell: You know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you still remember dreaming?
[Peter nods]
Tinkerbell: That’s where I’ll always love you… Peter Pan. That’s where I’ll be waiting.

What do you get when you mix PMS with a GPS?

——— A bitch that can, and will, find you.

:]
no wonder he refuses to get my mom one.

I do that. why can’t you?

Because of your post I started playing Zelda Twilight Princess today and I can’t stop.