Letters to No One In Particular

It’s good…. it’s good that you ignore the fact that I’m hurting so bad because of you.

It’s good, cause it forces me to hide it. Instead of breaking down in front of you, I suck it up, or I leave the room and pretend to be looking for something as I sob like the idiot I am. You’re forcing me to try not to care, you’re forcing me to be as cold as you are, to ignore everything that bothers me like you do. it’s working. I think I’m beginning to hate you as much as you made me hate myself. Congratulations.